Three weeks of work

The last three weeks have been a total run for me. I just worked day and night and the quality of my work and myself have suffered!

There were some assignements which I would have liked to deny, but the agencies were so insisting that they made me worry for my professionnal future.

Two of the assignements were followed by questions - a bad sign! And today, I got no offer, no message, no nothing! And I am feeling physically and psychologically wearied of!

Although I delivered about 50 assignements which were of good quality, the old questioning mill starts off: Am I made for this job? Can I ever be of long lasting quality? Can I manage to have enough, but not too much clients? Can I find the right tone for the communication with clients? Will there ever be again an assignement for me?

The only mean to employ right now: Stop thinking, take a bath to relax and then read and learn, read and learn, read and learn...